Pandora's Box

This is depressing!!!
Its 2.09 in the morning and I'm having my 4th cup of coffee........dreading over.....................

I guess the results are final..... next years gonna be a long year..........
After all solitude makes it feel as if time have stop, of all the people in the world, for you..

With all this time, you start to dream, after all that's the only thing to do in seclusion...
the mind works as a time machine, the pass, present and future is open for us, whenever and where ever we want to...yet how is it possible to truly determine the future, remember the past and enjoy the present?

I wonder.....is there 7 deadly sins or 8...................is Hope a sin?

Its all your fault......curiosity kills.........and in this case, not just you............Pandora

Quote: Hope maybe the best thing that ever happened..........
is it?

On another totally different thought,

anxiety sucks......especially S.A.D........and it doesn't help to be awake till 3..............screw the exams..............

Don't , I repeat...Don't ask me about this post!!! That's the fine print......

Cool Ambigrams!!!

I got bored again...doing my reading log....illegally at home...so I googled ambigrams and found this.....Inspired by Angels and Demons.....An ambigram is a typographical design or art form that may be read as one or more words not only in its form as presented, but also from another viewpoint, direction, or orientation. The words readable in the other viewpoint, direction or orientation may be the same or different from the original words. (wiki)

it says angels 1 way up and demons the other way up...

and the I went on to get:

bored!!

and then:

Alex in Old English:

Alex in Script:

Alex/Swee in Old English:

which says Alex 1 way up and Swee the other way up...

in Script :

Li Yan in Old English:

In Script:

mum's in Script:

In Old English:

Well you get the idea.......

And...well....have fun.....

link: http://www.flipscript.com/default.aspx?showdesigner=1

and I apologize if you had to turn your screen or your head upside down to see it.....xD

Death Cab For Cutie : Meet Me On The Equinox

Meet me on the Equinox

Meet me half way

When the sun is perched at it's highest peek

In the middle of the day

Let me give my love to you

Let me take your hand

As we walk in the dimming light

Oh darling understand

That everything, everything ends

That everything, everything ends

Meet me on your best behavior

Meet me at your worst

For there will be no stone unturned

Or bubble left to burst

Let me lay beside you, Darling

Let me be your man

And let our bodies intertwine

But always understand

That everything, everything ends

That everything, everything ends

That everything, everything, everything ends

A window

An opened tomb

The sun crawls

Across your bedroom

A halo

A waiting room

Your last breaths

Moving through you

As everything, everything ends

As everything, everything ends

As everything, everything, everything

Everything, everything, everything ends

Meet me on the Equinox

Meet me half way

When the sun is perched at it's highest peek

In the middle of the day

Let me give my love to you

Let me take your hand

As we walk in the dimming light

Oh darling understand

That everything, everything ends

Losing It All

Some people might have used the word 'miss' or rather something else which i don't have the concentration to think about as its 2.19 am......Why I'm still awake is a question that I'll not even try to answer.....What really got me in to this is that the news of a certain change... a pair of chopsticks is now left with the right side missing.....pardon my metaphor as I'm just half awake.......anyways, you get the picture.....

The point is things change overtime and I'll never thought I'll say this ......slap it in my face if you want later on, but......I kinda hate..scratch that, dislike...changes..........or in this case-starting my life all over again............

The thing is that I could have or rather had....approximately everything ranging from friends who could share almost every single detail of my life to places and benefits which took me all my life to accumulate. Pardon me for not going into details but time is not what I have and this seems to be the only privacy I'll get in a day........

Regardless of how you would see this, whether its a complain, something i brought on myself or just plain bullshit.....but....I'm kinda sick of having to go through everything over again....like learning the same thing over again, memorising the map/places, and overall making friends............not that its a bad thing to make new friends but one can never get as close as those you grew up with....... and whats more, the lifestyle is miles apart........and some how, words escape me...........it can never be the same.....you can't just managed it all no matter how well it is.....there's always a part lost forever......................................even if we are connected by every means by which I mean electronically...but there's nothing like face to face conversations..............

Imagine the awkwardness when if I ever return some years later after all have grown apart.......it can never feel or be the same.......people change.......some have already........and screw that...........................but that's life..........

It isn't easy relating to something or rather somebody worlds apart from who you are....progress is something I've achieve but something still feels amiss........

Perhaps its just a matter of time..how long would it be.?? or perhaps letting go is not as easy as I predicted? But 1 thing I'm certain of is that.....I've lost it all............

Anagram Fever

Seems like I caught the anagram fever........after checking out Lynn's blog.....
I found this: http://www.anagramgenius.com/server.html

Then I decided to try it out....

'alex swee '
anagrams to
'Ex weasel.'

'wee xiong'
anagrams to
'Win ex ego.'

'alex swee wee xiong'
anagrams to
'Now. Exile ex sewage.'

'swee wee xiong'
anagrams to
'Wise, new ex ego.'

and then I got bored and tried random stuffs:

'swee li yan'
anagrams to
'Senile way.'

'George Bush'
anagrams to
'O, he buggers!'
(How true!!)

'barrack obama'
anagrams to
'Amok crab Arab.'
(huh??)

'edward cullen'
anagrams to
'Crude and well.'

'new moon'
anagrams to
'no women'

and then i got more bored and posted this................

blame Su Lynn if you find this boring cause she infected me with it.......or rather cause I don't like getting blame for what I did.......XD


Anyways....can anybody tell me why I'm not studying for my exams???

SHIT.......................

Then again, that can wait....comment on Siew Yue Qian's blog first....
Guess I'm speechless.....
-so young.....then got blog......zzz
-update so frequent....nothing to do...so much free time.....zzz
-better than Yan's......zzz
-zzz

Updates!!!

WooHoo!!

Updating from school....just wanted to try if i can access blogger from my school since most of the websites are blocked...eg: neopets, facebook, forums, you tube........etc etc..

FYI, exams are in 6 days....fuck that, because I just found out.......

I really need to stop sleeping.....tell that to no one...especially your mum...

anyways....i don't have much time cause I'm using the library's comp..illegally.....XD

From Lynn:
I just found out that SPM is related to NCEA......copycats(typical of Malaysia).....
apparently what came out in NCEA 2006 physics, came out in 2008 SPM...the exact same question.....

aaaaaaaaaaa, there goes the bell.......

Dreadfully busy....n sick

It occur to me that I haven update my blog for centuries. So......

This is because I've been sick on Friday and as a good and responsible person, I do my best to avoid the spreading of my flu+sore throat+fever to other people. So as you can guess or if you're slightly slow...I skipped school on Friday. One thing lead to another and I seem to have a bit of a free time...

Anyways, there's this dreadful speech that I'm force to finish and a couple of reading logs.

What else?
Well, I've been up to nothing recently, apart from stealing a few sheep and burning some shed...


NO!!!...I didn't do that, and this is not a confession. How could you possibly for even a sec think that I would do something so horrible? You disappoint me...
So I'm just gonna lie down and rest while you go reflect on yourself...I mean...how could you, you break my heart....thinking I would do something like that..



p.s : you would be really slow not to get that.....and I can justify myself - I'm bored...